:D

I understand. I got the message loud and clear. Don't worry, there is no possibility of misconstruction. Consider it my final warning. I'm waving the flag, so to speak.

How could I be so stupid as to let this happen again? I haven't learnt, have I? My hopes and dreams too eagerly run away from me, and my sense of reality is left rather ill-equipped. I look for any and every sign that my dreams are coming true, and selectively ignore those that they are not, yet it is these which accumulate until they all hit me at once, and my hopes and dreams are smashed, left in pieces on the floor of my soul.

I'm sick of it. I won't allow this to happen to me again. I guess this is how people become jaded and bitter, and I guess I am no longer immune. It's only a matter of time before I acquire a litter of cats, and start blasting Adele lyrics out of my stereo, literally or figuratively - i don't care - both are pathetic - an accurate representation of how I feel. pathetic (adj.), miserably inadequate. that's me.

I think there's something wrong with my heart.