i remember

ok. so its day 2 and i've remembered how much i hate uni.
but i'm a soldier. i soldier on. i've already done a year of it, may as well finish it.
i've realised i just become comfortable with where i am, and i don't like to change, even if its probably best to.
But how can i say that? i DO like change! Don't I? I always used to think I did. Actually, I think I like the novelty of change, but soon enough, when the novelty wears off, I don't like it.
I HAVE realised in the past couple of days I have a serious case of "Grass is greener on the other side" syndrome. I'm just never content. And I don't think I ever will be, either. Its something I'll have to learn to live with. And probably suppress that longing for something different, and just suck it up and accept what i've got.
oh no, i didn't mean for this to be another "woe is me" blog... but somehow it turned into one....
i'll just come back to blogging in a couple of days... maybe i'll be happier then.

P.S. my keyboard is annoying me