ever

ever stop for a moment to look at your life? ever wish your life was going in a completely different direction? ever despise where your life is? ever look into your future and utterly hate what you see? ever hate the life you're living? and wish your life could be completely different? in fact, the total opposite? sometimes i feel like going insane because the life i'm living, and the road i'm travelling is simply wrong. this path i'm walking down, i sometimes think (even after i've come so far already) i chose the wrong path, and now its too late to take another. isn't it? i just would have wasted so much energy walking all this way down the path i'm on right now, can i just give that all up and suddenly walk another way?

i think i've also realised i'm simply never happy.

i want to rewind my life.